Good morning Zebras,
Sorry, I haven’t written but I was fasting and I didn’t want to talk about it. I couldn’t really think of anything else to discuss, so I thought it was best not to post at all.
The first thing that came out of me was anger. My poor son took the brunt of it and as he and his sister left to go to out with their grandmother they both agreed “Mom really needs to eat something.”
The second thing was the sobering realization that although I love God, I love His blessings just as much--maybe more. As I was getting into bed after surviving the first day of fasting I started thinking about my quiet time in the morning. No matter how bad today was, tomorrow I could get up and have a cup of coffee with God. Then I realized there would be no coffee and I was disappointed. The excitement I had felt deflated a little because even though God would still be there the coffee wouldn’t. Ouch! (Even I knew that wasn’t good.)
When Jesus was on the cross He looked down at the crowd and said “Forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” Can’t you just imagine Him looking down and seeing the screaming, jeering people all around Him and then looking beyond their behavior to the ignorant heart inside and feeling pity for them because they didn’t know what the consequences of their actions would be?
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