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And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:24-25
And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:24-25
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
On My Knees
Good morning ladies,
Many of you have shared that you always pray on your knees so yesterday when I went to pray I decided I would try it. Now it is not that I have never prayed on my knees, I have, but my current routine is to pray sitting at a table surrounded by my books: the Bible, Oswald Chambers’ My Utmost for His Highest, and Stormie Omartian’s The Power of a Praying Wife and The Power of a Praying Parent. I also journal while I pray because I find writing keeps my mind from wandering, but I was willing to change if kneeling was going to be more honoring to God.
I knelt down beside my chair and started praying with: “Lord, I don’t know if this is what you want or if I am doing this to please men but…” I didn’t get any farther.
“When” God asked, “have I ever asked you do something that pleases men? I don’t care about the outside, I care about the inside (1Samuel 16:7) There are people who are praying on their knees, but on the inside they are standing up and there are people who are praying standing up but on the inside they are flat on their face. I care about the condition of the heart. A heart that is yielded to me in every area is pleasing; no matter what position their body is in.”
I got back in the chair.
Today Oswald Chambers starts off:
We will never know the joy of self-sacrifice until we surrender in every detail of our lives.
Yet self-surrender is the most difficult thing for us to do.
November 3, 2007 at the Precept training in Washington God drove me to my knees and then to my face. Here is my journal entry:
Thank you Lord for this retreat time, thank you for putting into me the desire to do this. Thank you Lord for giving me encouragement (2Thess3:3-5) Lord I will continue to do what you ask-one day at a time-no grandiose plans-just one day after the other.
(OC) The passion of Christianity comes from deliberately signing away my own rights and becoming a bond servant of Jesus Christ. Until I do that I will not begin to be a saint.
Lord you know the hard part is my family-to give them the quality time that they desire. You have placed me in all of these positions; You know what You are expecting of me. I love You Lord, I feel like I am on the edge of a cliff, or maybe I have already jumped and the ride is exciting. Lord I pray for a gradual decreasing of me and a gradual increasing of You-like the man who learned to replace cells with plastic.-I pray that you replace my self will with Your will down to the cellular level. I pray that there is not a part left in me that loves and desires the world. Lord, let me work to be a model to others, not so they can see the wonder of me-but so that they can see the wonder of You.
Everything that I have done since then is a result of that prayer.
Love,
Jill
Many of you have shared that you always pray on your knees so yesterday when I went to pray I decided I would try it. Now it is not that I have never prayed on my knees, I have, but my current routine is to pray sitting at a table surrounded by my books: the Bible, Oswald Chambers’ My Utmost for His Highest, and Stormie Omartian’s The Power of a Praying Wife and The Power of a Praying Parent. I also journal while I pray because I find writing keeps my mind from wandering, but I was willing to change if kneeling was going to be more honoring to God.
I knelt down beside my chair and started praying with: “Lord, I don’t know if this is what you want or if I am doing this to please men but…” I didn’t get any farther.
“When” God asked, “have I ever asked you do something that pleases men? I don’t care about the outside, I care about the inside (1Samuel 16:7) There are people who are praying on their knees, but on the inside they are standing up and there are people who are praying standing up but on the inside they are flat on their face. I care about the condition of the heart. A heart that is yielded to me in every area is pleasing; no matter what position their body is in.”
I got back in the chair.
Today Oswald Chambers starts off:
We will never know the joy of self-sacrifice until we surrender in every detail of our lives.
Yet self-surrender is the most difficult thing for us to do.
November 3, 2007 at the Precept training in Washington God drove me to my knees and then to my face. Here is my journal entry:
Thank you Lord for this retreat time, thank you for putting into me the desire to do this. Thank you Lord for giving me encouragement (2Thess3:3-5) Lord I will continue to do what you ask-one day at a time-no grandiose plans-just one day after the other.
(OC) The passion of Christianity comes from deliberately signing away my own rights and becoming a bond servant of Jesus Christ. Until I do that I will not begin to be a saint.
Lord you know the hard part is my family-to give them the quality time that they desire. You have placed me in all of these positions; You know what You are expecting of me. I love You Lord, I feel like I am on the edge of a cliff, or maybe I have already jumped and the ride is exciting. Lord I pray for a gradual decreasing of me and a gradual increasing of You-like the man who learned to replace cells with plastic.-I pray that you replace my self will with Your will down to the cellular level. I pray that there is not a part left in me that loves and desires the world. Lord, let me work to be a model to others, not so they can see the wonder of me-but so that they can see the wonder of You.
Everything that I have done since then is a result of that prayer.
Love,
Jill
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